You're so far along the sissy journey now you can't even relate to the men you see in porn anymore, can you? You can't look at the real-man in the scene and imagine yourself as him - getting his big hard cock sucked by a beautiful porno-bimbo. You'll never know what that would feel like - her lips... maybe her girlfriend's too... sucking their way up from the balls to the tip of your cock. It's too far-fetched to even dream it isn't it you fucking wimp? You've been wearing panties for way too long to even think of yourself as being a man. You failed at being a man - you chose the life of a sissy. You chose chastity, panties, frills. You chose femininity, heels, makeup. What you abandoned was all hope of getting your dick sucked - fucking beautiful women - and being a man. That's why you can't look at those studs and picture yourself in his position - not even in your wildest fucking dreams sissy.
You can't identify as the man in porn, sissy, but you certainly can identify as the girl, can't you? That's not unrealistic at all is it? A porno-bimbo dressed up in cute lingerie on all fours as a man pounds her from behind... you could be that girl, right? You could be the girl with a cock in her mouth and one in her ass. You can totally imagine being her - two men passing you around - tearing your panties off, pulling your hair, slapping you. Suddenly, if you imagine being the girl... porn becomes relatable doesn't it sissy. You'll never be him... but you could be her - the pretty blonde white-girl getting filled up by big black cocks. You want to be her don't-cha sissy - you don't want that to be make-believe you want that to be your actual life - being used for porn - being fucked in all your holes - swallowing cumloads, - getting gang-fucked. That's who you truly identify as isn't it - you identify as the porno slut.
You wanna be the porno-slut... you do - you want it so bad but there's a girl you wanna be even more. There's a girl you wish you could become even more than the girl with 2 big black cocks filling her up. You wanna be the submissive extreme-bondage slut. Uh-huh you can identify as that poor BDSM damsel can't you sissy - you wish you could find yourself in iron shackles - chained up in a dark dungeon being degraded by a masked man. You wish it was you he was tormenting - zapping you with a prod, hoisting you up by the neck into some awful stress position before inflicting some hateful punishment on your naked flesh. That's the girl you really wanna be - whipped and beaten and left to suffer on top of a painful piece of equipment - tied up in some terrible position - you've watched those extreme BDSM clips, and you wanted to be her didn't you? That's who you identify as sissy - the submissive BDSM-porn victim.
